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It was not easy for us, who had lived such independent lives, to be suddenly obeying a sheaf of orders. Baba's orders—yes—but not anyone else's! And, when rightly or wrongly we felt at times that even some of Baba's orders had been prompted by one of the group—well! this was enough for a clash of temperaments. For example: we were all asked by Baba to write "Our Impressions." These were to be typed, if possible. Nadine T., I recall, had no typewriter, suggested to Baba that I could type hers. Baba agreed and asked me and I said "Yes, of course." Delighted, I began full of enthusiasm and worked them in with my own—and then, Nadine's "Impressions" seemed never to end! Each day there were more pages of hand-written material with a slight Russian idiom! I was getting impatient and probably made some unkind remark to which Nadine replied so sweetly, "But Baba said you were to type them." A small stupid thing, but moods did not always improve under such tests. Just a slight murmur, but indicative of deeper murmurings—for on December 31st, Baba called us all together and began:

 

"I have left things in N's charge regarding food and general management. To have complete harmony amongst you all, four points should be kept in mind:

 

  1. "There should be complete cooperation between you all and N.*
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  3. "In some matters, N. should give way—in some you should give way. You all have come here to learn spiritual Truth, leaving all—so you should put up with small discomforts and inconveniences. By this I do not mean that you should overlook your real needs and necessities. We are going to give to the world the Message of Love and Brotherhood through Garret’s magazine and if in our home we have conflicts and disharmony over trivial matters, our Message would be farcical and even hypocritical.
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  5. 'The Thorns' to which I previously referred, will be in many forms. If you take them too seriously or give them too much importance, they will naturally cause unnecessary suffering. But if you take these thorns lightly and do not attach overdue importance to them, even these thorns will be like flowers.
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  7. If any of you here have the impression that N. tries to run things her own way just because she is in charge it is a grave unjust misconception and should immediately be removed from your minds. I know whatever

*N is Norina Matchabelli-webmaster-JK

 

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